Broken china

    
     What do you see when you look at this picture? You could say a bunch of broken china...or you could pick out one pretty rose, or you could use all of the broken pieces and put something together that is more beautiful than what it was when it started out...  in the end I guarantee you will not notice the cracks that holds it together but will see the beauty of the whole piece...
     I pray that in the end of this journey that god gives me the strength to and enlightenment to put myself back together in a way that allows me to be more beautiful than I was in the beginning.  It will be a long process but piece by piece I can, and will rebuild myself and my life.





I always say there's something good in everything if you just look...
So here goes:
The upside to having cancer:
I no longer have to cook at all, because the smell nauseates me...I do not have to do laundry because I'm not allowed to lift, I do not have to run the sweeper maybe never again, because of lymph node removal and I cannot do repetitive motions... think of the money Ill save on shampoo...okay that one doesn't count because i had to buy a 1300.00 wig and it has to get a $35 hair treatment every month...lol go figure on that one...I will spend much less time on makeup, (no eyelashes). I have always hated bras. Now for the serious ones...I will never take another moment for granted. I have got to spend more time with my Mom and Dad...my kid will learn hard but invaluable life lessons, well we all will. I have learned who my true friends are and have seen the absolute best in people. And I have learned to allow people to help. Have a blessed day ...Love you all!