Still up...thinking I'm holding on to the hours of "normal"...as much as things have changed over the last month...I am still me... whole and unbroken...I pray that I make it through this dark tunnel and come out the other side enlightened and enthralled able to find even more beauty in this world. I pray I never lose my way and get angry and bitter. I pray that no matter how bad it gets I never lose the ability to see the needs of others, or get desensitized to their pain thinking it less than mine. I pray for strength for those that love me to be able to help me through my struggle without sapping too much from themselves...and I pray that when I emerge from this journey I will still be me...only better...In Jesus name I pray Amen.
So as I try to be brave and deal with what has been dealt to me. J ask God to give me the strength to deal with the stares and uneducated glares of others. Please allow me to be brave and strong and to be beautiful from the inside out so that I Don't let embarrassment make me miss out on life and opportunities. And most of all please shield my girls from the meanness of others because their Mom looks so different. In Jesus name I pray amen...
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