Today I got to see my soul sister ...after 26 years...who has been my warrior and leader helping me get through this... I truly mean it when I say she has been my torch bearer in this dark cave...Marenea , who lives in daily pain and fights her own battles drove out here and spent several blessed hours with me... talking, laughing , hugging,crying, explaining, reassuring, and showing me and the kids by here mere existance that no matter how hard the journey this is beatable...
She showed Tori that hair grows back and that people can walk out of this dark tunnel alive...She is beautiful inside and out... Not a wrinkle on her face...gorgeous skin...and a heart of Gold.
She came bearing wine for when I am able... and a handmade pillow to sooth me after surgery...and several other necessary items... And a beautiful bouquet of pink roses that she made...
But most importantly of all she brought with her knowledge and power...And the promise of long lasting friendship...more of a sisterhood...
You Marenea were my hero before but now after our day together you have risen above even that... I am inspired by your strength, your courage and your tenacity...Your spirit is wonderful... And I cannot wait to spend more time together...thank you for making sure that I am well prepared for what Ill face... I Love you!!!
2 Days... AND I AM READY...I SO GOT THIS!!!! CANCER YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHO YOU ARE DEALING WITH, YOU HAVE STOLEN ALL YOU WILL FROM ME... IT'S MY TURN TO KICK YOUR ASS! And God is with me, so I will NOT be afraid...sorry , some things just need said... Love you all, I am beyond okay, Today I feel strong and powerful not only am I resigned to what needs to happen I am GLAD that I can and will have it out...
What a lovely post! "Blushing" You are truly kind, beautiful inside and out....and I appreciate you and this wonderful post!
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Despite the pain you were in you truly look beautiful! You daughters are as beautiful as their Mommy! Thank you for opening your door to me and sharing a bit of your home life with me....it meant so much to me! I look forward to spending more time with you in the very near future AND creating beautiful projects together!
Visualize wearing a pair of kick ass, shit stomping boots and you will annihilate cancer into the ground with these boots! ;-)
Wear your tiara to the hospital on Monday to show everyone you truly are a Warrior Survivor Princess. ;-) I do love you my dear soul sister and will be praying for you even more on Monday!
Remember I am here to carry that light for you whenever you need it.
xoxoxo!!