"The In Between" Pouring my heart into my Art

I have so many feelings bottled up inside...

I feel...

sad
hopeful
angry
grateful
androgenous
beautiful
dead
alive
soulful
hopeless
faithful
lost
hideous
empty
overflowing
spiritual
spiritless


I do not know what to do with all of these feelings... they go from one complete extreme to another ... Today I was led to paint I took a canvas and a pencil onto the porch and just started to sketch ... This is what my heart painted today she is titled "The in between" because that's what I am... somewhere between life and death... different yet the same, in pain but growing, afraid yet hopeful... I can honestly say this is the first time I painted what's in  my heart...was very healing today... I hope you like her...she is a little bit of me a little bit of you, a little bit of all of us that are "The In Between"...